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15-08-09 @ 01:07
Aurax  
Real friends...
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I have thought I know all of my friends very well. I know their characters, traits. We are the ones to chose our friends. Usually they are people we meet every day. We have the same interests, same hobbies. We use to spend our time together. It doesn't matter if we are working on serious projects or just having some fun.
Also, friends are people you trust and rely to. They are people, you can always ask for an advice, when you need a solution and you feel like in a "dead end". You are unsure about your choices or you don't know, what to do.
It takes much time to make really good friends, close friends. You have to know them very well. But sometimes it feels like they are real strangers. Their attitude and actions don't seem to be related with actions or attitude you expect from them. From times to times it can turn very strange.
I just remembered moments I had this year and this summer. Parties with friends, time together, all the money spent, all the projects done, all the fun we had. Seems like a good time. But there always was a feeling, like I cannot feel "free", like I can not tell everything, cannot tell the truth. They weren't bad people, they were friendly and responsive. But it reall was like feeling that pressure all the time. That was really depressing. So I decided to disassociate from my friends in the summer time and have more fun with people I had other interests with, but I haven't paid much attention to. Maybe I just wanted to change something? ...
You cannot imagine, how good it was. We had so much fun together. We had thousands of crazy ideas we realised. We weren't together, when we were in parties or weekdays. We just got together when we wanted. All of these "new friends" seemed to become closer to me in a short period of time. I'd even say closer than friend, I already had. No complexes, no preconceptions. Everything was just perfect.
But yeah, human is probably the wierdest creature of them all, so it is obviously I started to miss some of my friends. Luckily, I haven't lost any of them... During this summer I learnt, how to plan my time. I learnt, how to actually speak to and rely on my friends. I convinced them about the things, which are important for me, they changed and were ready to say "bye-bye" to some rubbish stereotypes. I really appreciate this.
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it all was like walking through the hell, so I am happy it is over. I am happy everything is like it should be now.
Cheers! :
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